Nothing works.

Let's revise the old buddhist saying: Life is suffering, then you kill yourself.

Let's see; what's stopping me from killing myself. Let's make a list.

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Ok, that didn't work so well. I don't really know what the difference would be right now. I live every day dead. Dead dead dead. I'm just going through the motions. I have no passion. No one to share with. I don't care about tomorrow. Yesterday is just like this big ugly mud puddle of mistakes someone else made.